Learning how to Grow Up

I havent posted a well written post in...a long time. haha, so I thought I'd fill everybody in on how stuff's been and everything.

So far, things have been a little rough, but so far so good. Me and Johnny Boy are off and on again. [big surprise huh?] We decided to take a long awaited break from each other, and it has been working for the most part. Though I must say the more time we spend away from each other the more he tends to want to flirt with me when I am around him. I blame it on him being excessivly hyper lately. Though - a new character has been added to my life story, Ashley.

Ashley is like...the second comming of Keisha. If you know me pretty well, you'll know what I'm talking about. For thoughs of you who dont, Keisha was my best friend both my Freshmen and Sophomore years of High School, and were still pretty close. Ashley is allot like Keisha, minus all the smokeing and drinking and being boy crasy. haha. but...in all honesty, I think me and Ashley work pretty well together. On occassion, she my better half. We act allot alike. It was kinda scary the other day just listening to her talk to John in Japan Club. If I didnt know any better, I would of thought it was me.

As for all my random hobbies -I still have them. Im not acting as much anymore, if at all. Its hard to get parts now a days. I thought about going for 'the sound of music' this year, but was to petrified of having to work with mrs.jerome again and screwing up or somthing. Maybe next year. I still do all my artsy stuff, and I still write. and of course - im still keeping up with japan club. Id like to think im being a good president, but i just have this feeling that i could always do more. buuuut....ya never know. I probley would think fine of my japan club job if it werent for chris freaking wedding always telling me how bad of a job im doing, and how everything i do is comming out wrong. I really cant stand him. I've never in my life been good enough for him. Granted, I might have been brifely back when he wanted to go out with me - and i said no. Kinda cold, but, I really dont care. All he ever does is tick me off majority of the time. Hes tollerable, but i'd just be nice if i could be thanked for once for everything i do for people. Im kinda tierd of doing things for everybody and never hearing another word about it. but, its no big deal. Ill just keep on keeping on like i always have been.

welps, i think that will be all for today. feel free to comment if you like.

love,peace, & sushi treats -
Jessica