Wednesday, May 14, 2008

My Bi-Polar Father

Well...I was just informed today going to my dentist apt. that my father believes that I will be a failure in life. I wont finish high school, and even if I do, I wont finish collage. I will move out as soon as I turn 18 and go on in life being a complete and utter bum, and accomplish absolutely nothing.

He told this to my MOTHER and got her all upset, and basically said that I’m to expensive to keep in the house anyway! I cost too much! BUT - he refuses to let me pay for things when I offer too. Now my mother is all upset, and I was upset....but not as much anymore. He can think what he bloody wants to about me - but I hope he gets a real reality check when I surpass him as his daughter.

And he wonders why I don’t like him, and that I don’t like being in his presence, or talking to him about my personal matters; because they amount to NOTHING to him. I am a complete and utter failure, and always will be.

Well, ya know what? - F*** him!!!!!

I don’t care! I refuse to get upset over his ass not believing in me and my efforts to become the daughter he actually wants to tell his friends about, the one that wanted to make him proud. Now I don’t care anymore. His opinion isn’t worth spit to me. Why should it? I’m just a stupid teenager who will amount to nothing anyways!

....screw him....

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